To my lost spring


My happy Spring

              August! How good it had been!  We started our journey awesomesauce. We dreamt of a mic drop.  You have always been like my photobomb , the perfect one.From the bedtea to webisodes , snacks to late-light. You made everything perfect . A dream that came true.A skort! You made me inhale the positive and beautiful vibe of feelings but  just like the other imperfect stories ,this too had an imperfection and that was me.I ashamed you through my deeds. No excuses ,No explanations just an acceptance ….”yes! I did wrong”   I did wrong to myself ..did wrong even with my fitspiration, the love of my life. 

   It’s a dark cold night following me since last 10 months and i know even you are damaged. But “if,”, “would,” and “could” are things I could only hope for. What I can do is try to mend the damage that I have done and hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me.

       U know what ,yesterday I was feeling helpless . Thought like no one is there and then that broken inner self reminded me of those video recordings which do not have voices. That always made me feel relaxed.

    You loved me like no one could ever will. This is the first kinda time i felt the real smell of love where nothing affects instead of your better half .you are an amazing person. 

Even I tried to get off of this but it was more destructive. I won’t ever recklessly misplace your love and affection again. It was wrong, stupid, and immature of me to do what I did this time (Special mention).

     You took and assembled me as a perfect giggling puzzle but I wasn’t . I made a mistake and yes I did .but haven’t ever i did anything good ? why people are always hated for the mistakes and faces denial for all love and goods? Was I always wrong, imperfect and disgusting?  

When you feel ashamed, you have a hard time recognizing that one goof doesn’t reflect on your character as a whole.

         If you can think of this, please do! Because staycation is sometimes a medicine .


Mistaken misfortune! 


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